I'm a lover of life. I see the beauty in it. I appreciate the little things.

It's people I dislike.

I've said it time & time again, and here I go again...but why do people suck?

I have come to find that with each passing year, I find the majority of people to be less and less genuine and less and less trustworthy. I'm starting to get to the point where I wonder how people can be so obnoxious and still be in existence? Is there no one genuine left in this world?

People are simply ridiculous. It seems you cannot trust anyone because the moment you do, they will turn around and stab you in the back...or sometimes right in the chest and be perfectly fine with it. How do people just walk around doing that? I am a damn good friend, and that is something I have always been proud of. And for that reason I expect the same thing out of my friends. Out of people, in general. I've spent too many years trying to put those people who are fake and selfish into a box and filter them out from the "good" ones. Thing is, that F & S box got so big that I eventually realized there is no box, it's just a huge generalization that seems to apply in every single case. How can everyone be like that?

Now I'm not saying that I'm perfect & never do anything wrong, but unlike most people, I get it. I have a conscience and anyone who knows me knows that I am a genuine girl. I am straight up, but still have a deep level of consideration and insight. Maybe that's why it seems so obvious to me, but I just don't understand how people can be such chumps. It's bringing me down more and more and is starting to turn me into a mean, I hate the world, type of a person, which is the furthest thing from what I naturally am.

How do you avoid getting so jaded? And how can people suck so much?